Rich

Yesterday, I was unable to sleep for the whole night while worrying what happen to my future. This is pretty fussy problem since I was gradated from Uni and I really cannot aspect any improvement or hope about my current stupid hell job which caused me browsing jobstreet everyday. (@@)



Since got no news from IBM, I have took a great breath and called the recruiter yesterday noon which she said my application still in KIV. WTF.... still in KIV so I was asking " that's mean I'm not succeed for the interview?" "Not really, there are few ppl been selected but your resume still KIV" she said. OMG I really can't accept the fact and my mood is down for the whole days. What my babe told me is "Maybe you are too good in English so they thought your Mandarin is not good" **the position which I applied required someone good in English as well as Mandarin** I realized babe want to make me happy but the way he lied totally awful. A hug from you is enough for me more than the words.



I'm being work more than 1.5 years and I was still walking the same step to achieve my goal. Even thought I trying work hard every in single moment but still yet to receive what I want. Babe and I encounter the similar situation perhaps we are bad luck. Hahaha. Babe liked to praise me all the time eg: you're very smart la, you're so handsome ..... in fact, I'm ugly and stupid.



Couple with my babe more than 3 years and I gained a lot of things from him in-term of knowledge and English. He is extremely good in English and so admired him while he was speak. But very unfortunately, his company restrained him to go further so I always suggested him to let this company, meantime he is afraid will not get better offer during this economic crisis. Anyway I will try to avoid myself to influence his decision as I believed babe knows what should do all the time.



What things in my mind now are lottery and 4 digit. Hopefully I become rich in one day.